summer 2017 β> summer 2018 // unintentional healthier diet change due to stress & anxiety that has totally transformed my self confidence. last spring I went through a crappy dating situation and because of that my eating habits completely changed (mostly because i was sad and lost my appetite for some time). bouncing back from this little bout of depression I started craving healthier food, i wanted to do something good for myself that i could control (unlike the unfortunate situations i find myself in with men).. for me this meant less snacking, switching to more gluten free options, and NORMAL portion sizes (I finally put an end to over indulging). I feel the strongest and healthiest iβve ever felt and itβs been so important to me that I keep it that way. change is just around the corner if you really work hard for it!

canβt wait til the day I stop receiving texts like these LOL !!!!!! ππΌπππππππππ

This beautiful, cosy Scandinavian style bedroom
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i’ve singlehandedly convinced myself i’ll never fit into anyone’s “picture” and this is the most negative and detrimental thing I do to myself. I am always boxing myself out and thinking of reasons why I wouldn’t fit into some guys life or why I haven’t been a fit for guys in the past. it is cruel and it hurts me to think about myself this way. I want to stop feeling like this

Slightly submerged bath with views of the garden in a modern Ranch-style residence, Los Altos, Santa Clara County, California
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is it so much to ask for a photographer boyfriend who will take cute artsy pics of me?